Learnt a New Lesson

uffffffffff............just after a few days of my new phase of life...........i learnt a lesson.......

"Spending is damn easy than Earning"............its true n i mean it!!!!!!!!!!

back in my college days.........i never cared of my doings........if i wnt it, it got it........

when i run short of bucks or my pocket was empty just a call 2 my dad.........he used to put amt in my account!!!!!

but now when im earning..........i dont mean dat i realised evrythg n stopped spendin........even now the same old lavish sreeks........but i got to know how difficult it is to earn a single penny.......

u work for the whole month..........and on the 30th or 31st day, a sms frm ur bank says dat the sal has been paid.........which makes a naughty smile on ur lips..........



now let me be a bit sentimental........................

Last weekend when im on a trip with my buddies......travelling in the car in high speed n high sprits, a small scene caught my eyes.........dat made me think a while.......dat made me feel dat im very much fortunate!!!!

Therez came a road dat was under construction..........i saw a middle aged lady taking rest(sleeping) under a tree shade might b after a tiresome work.......and a small kid beside her....might b her son, unable to sleep in the hot n noisy atmos got up n sat beside her.......this was the scene...........

it touched me a lot.........all dat shez doin is to make a meal to herself n her family thats it.....im sure she cant go for any luxuries.......

ourselves.......???workin in centralized ac environs goin for trips lik dat in ac cars.......not much big responsibilites yet........drawin gud sum sal...........n always complaining n askin for somethg else??? how much reasonable is it???

so it is said............to understd wt u hav.........just look down who dont hav those......U feel really Luckey!!!!

yeah...........i fell im very much luckey!!!!!

WEEKEND HANGOVER!!!!

The laziest thing in the world, i feel, is getting up on a Monday Morning....!!!
today, being monday....i had a horrible day....
got up late....gone to training center a bit late.....
can get wt d trainer was trying to put into....but im tooo lazy to try it out on my pc.....
had d energy drink....d TEA as many times as possible....but no use....
i can concentrate....but lac d enthusiasm....
all dis might b called as WEEKEND HANGOVER!!!!!
last day....i gone to Mumbai.....
me along with 9 more buddies...total ten of us....in a single cab....its really superb trip!!!!
enjoyed a lot.....!!!
got up early in d morning n slept late night.........
singing, screaming, joking, shopping all d day.......
put on satires......giving stills for photos......shooting d road-side sceneries.....had lots of fun.....
that was really a gud week end!!!!
but one thg is dat we dint get much time to visit all d places in mumbai...its just one day trip!!!
we need to plan for mumbai on some other WEEKEND!!!!

Dangerous Thought......

A month to go....
all the four years are just like a dream!!!!
every thing was over....
all the naughty deeds in the class room...
all the funky stuff in the canteen....
those late night bday parties....
those hours long chattings and wnadering on the coll roads.....
those night outs in exams time.....
those freshers and farewell parties arranged in five star hotels...
those events organized in the department and the college.....
those days when we r ragged and when we ragged our juniours.......
all these when thought, just bring tears........
having been away frm my college in the last semister..... i missed a lot of fun!!!!
i hav got a call to attend the farewell party. i am leaving to my college to dis weekend. suppose this is the last time i can see all my buddies over there.....isnt it a dangerous thought!!!!!!!

Different Experience

life is going on with lots of twists and turns!!!!
i had left the hostel here and took a room outside the campus. this is the first time i hav been in a room in my life time.
i am used to hostel atmospheres right from my 11th class. this is a very diferent experence......
i found it little difficult but it is far better than that nasty hostel. i am fortunate enough to get a good friends circle here and i dont find time to feel the difficulty.............any time every time only njoy.
BUT....... when i speak abt enjoy i remind my buddies at college. this is the only point that pricks me in my heart.
actually tomorrow is our departmental day in my college. if i were there, it would be rocking!!! but i am far far away about 700 odd kms.....its beyond imagination to go there over night. anyhowz i talk to them regulary & know abt the happenings!!!!
i am not gettin time to think of any thing other.....day starts with a early wake up which is very unusual in my case, then a haste bath & breakfast then to training session. do some nonsence there and then start frm there late in the evening, have dinner and go to bed........
even it is difficult---- i must accept this different experiences and.....i am.....!!!!

missing fun.....

two days back...its around 7.30 in the night. im still working in my lab---kicking my self with my project work. suddenly my mobile vibrated. it was an sms. at that time im not in a mood to read some blah blah messages saying that u r like that, u r like this, ur frinedship....etc!!!! i took my mobile from my back poket. it was from my close friend saying "we r sitting on the bench beside the gym....missing u ra....."
that moment im literally out of control....tears rolled in my eyes!!!!
Me along with my 3 other buddies---totally four of us--- used to spare our time like anythg at that bench. it is one of our usual haunts, when i used to b there. that bench has witnessed our joys, sorrows,excitment and comedy.
then i just got out my lab and made a call to him. i talked to all the three over there. if i were there, i dont know how the time is passing on.....but here every second is being counted!!!
but one thing is of sure....im missing all the fun that i wud b enjoying if i were there!!!!!

yet another week gone!!!!

haaa today is SUNDAY!!!!
actually i used to wake up at 10 in the morning with a very gud yawn on sundays and run to hav a quick face wash and go to breakfast or else the mess would b closed!!!!
but now dis is not the case woke up at 7!!! hav to b at my lab at sharp 8!!!! how my life changed???
not a sunday not even a pulic holiday every day is a working day!!!! i dont think dis is called training.....!!!!
there is no change between weekends and weekdays.....every time only slogan work work n work!!!!
this routine mundane mechanical life is bored----wanna go some where and njoy!!!
thinking where should i go and with WHOM........!!!!

am i really bored???

getting bored of studying....
getting bored of playing.....
getting bored of chatting.....
all these might b reasonable!!!!
but my goodness....im sufferring from boredom of WORKING.!!!!!
i havent been working like dis ever in my life till now!!!!
no source of njoyment....no places to hangout.....
all the time putting our heads into our pcs and doin sth nonsence!!!!
GOT BORED!!!! I want sth fresh--innovative--intresting!!!!!
wt could b tat????

MISSING FRNDS!!!!

every thg is fine . im habituated to dis new atmosphere. working 12hrs a day bcame very busy. might b dis is the first time in my graduation that im working like this. suppose further my job may b also like dis!!!!
but my only recreation here is a few phone calls to my buddies. when i share wid them i feel i would b there at my college in my hostel!!! missing them a lot!!!!
i used to b like a king there....no 1 to question bcoz i hav been there for about 3 and half yrs. now in dis new coll every thg is dull nothing exciting....damn boring!!!!
but to some xtent i could find some good frnds here to get out of my boredom!!!
but none can replace my pals.......missing them!!!!!!